So, after a three week long wait, we get a chapter and then comes a four week long wait... Adachi, do you intent to kill us all? So, about my theories last time...
( Cross Game spoilers up to c155/part3 c165 )

And Q and A, well... it's a new Adachi thing and probably as crazy as Itsumo Misora, but I hope it'll be a bit less... hmm... random. But since it's hard to be as random as Itsumo Misora, I think it won't really happen. It looks like THIS has a proper storyline, so it's good. Not that I didn't like Misora, I just don't want any more of it :D
( Q and A up to c6 )

I'll post some Dragon Age screenshots soon. Probably.

Gosh, I really have no life at all... but I went shopping today for Christmas gifts I'll get from my grandma and got two pants, a jacket and fingerless gloves. They all were very cheap, that's why I got so many. Originally I was only planning to buy a sleeveless jacket, but I couldn't find any I liked :C So my arms will keep melting off unfortunately.

Current Mood: annoyed

( Glee ep13, not really spoilerific, but still )

( Cross Game, up to c164/154 )

I don't have much to say about Liar Game this time, I like the game, I liked Akiyama's bluff, but Nao is a bit too retarded now, and I miss both Fukunaga and Leronira too much. Also, I don't really like this game's dealers, they are stupid and annoying and they don't know Akiyama enough, so they are always surprised on his tricks. I want Leronira back with all his fufufufuing, we didn't see him for such a long time! And about Fukunaga, it'd be a good thing if they could actually show what he's doing now. I think they don't have Leronira either, that'll come in the real round4, but still. Nevermind, I'm waiting for Yokoya's new trick now.

And I'm playing Dragon Age and I'm totally into it. It's awesome and the characters are really great. Even Morrigan whom I thought a paper bitch is not a paper bitch, it's cool! And proper romances for female characters, yay :D To tell the truth, I never romanced Anomen in BG2, I can't even stand his voice, and he's the ONLY choice. Seriously, they could do Haer'dalis at least. I don't like him either, but at least he counts as a guy even with his blue hair and disgusting cuts on his face. I tried romancing the girls with male characters, but it felt... well, too lesbian for my taste. Even if the choices were fine, those were my favourite female charaters too. I tried some fanmade romances, but actually they were too... fanmade. That means incredibly annoying and OOC.
But in Dragon Age, it's different, even girls can get proper romance stuff. I'm romancing Alistair, since he's WAY too cute not to romance, and he's also a bit stupid, I really like him. The funniest thing is that on the team, I'm usually liked the most by Sten despite all the minuses he gets for quests. Oh, and my dog. But since I did Alistair's quest he likes me second, which will probably change after I'm done with Sten's quest. Sten is like my second dog :D

Current Mood: curious

Kurt. KURT!!!!!!!!

Really, I mean, he was my favourite from the start, but now, none of the other characters come close to him. He's like... so selfless, such a nice person, I love him so much. And Chris Colfer's voice is so beautiful! I love Defying Gravity generally, but Chris's version is so nice, oh my god!

And Sue was also really nice. I was really touched by that scene.
But... KURT<3333333 why the may i rape you icon?

Current Mood: enthralled

Nick: You can't write your killer's name if youre dead!
Edgeworth: She could've become a zombie.
Nick: OBJECTION! It takes at leas 24 hours to become a zombie.
Edgeworth: OBJECTION! She could've been infected beforehand.
Nick: OBJECTION! There was some broken glass by her corpse, I could see her reflection, meaning she wasn't a zombie.
Edgeworth: That's vampires you craptard.
Nick: Bitch, you want me to google it?!

Current Mood: geeky

The last one was like YEARS ago, but surely more than a year ago. Since I got blocked on that stupid site, so now I'm using photobucket, yay.
Btw I want to force myself back on lj before I'll only be able to talk in 140 character long messages.
How strange it is to post stuff again, huh... I guess the last half a year or so would be enough with stuff I haven't posted on dA and I'll also categorize it for my and for others sake. With thumbnails since current layout doesn't like big pics.

( I'm not sure if it's the best idea to start this again... )

Gosh, this was LONG.

Current Mood: cheerful

to make an entry about H2 but it purely deserves it. I'm a hardcore Hiro/Hikari shipper and my feelings about the whole thing ( are hidden right here )

That's it. I could write a hundred pages about it, but I won't, because I just don't want to. It's my favourite thing in the world right now and and and... that's it, yeah.


And I seriously need to do a picture post.

Current Mood: drained

I did this once some time ago, but now I feel like redoing it.

1. H2. I have a soft spot for Adachi lately, but H2 is just that certain thing. I mean it filled my life with so many things and I lost so much when I finished it.


2. Phoenix Wright. Yes, still. I'm replaying it currently :D Again. And oh my god, I even read fanfiction...


3. Glee. Music, characters, pure love. Who cares that I hate the protagonist.


4. Cross Game. Another Adachi. I think I'll restart reading it soon, though it's not finished, but this was the first Adachi manga I started to read and I wasn't used to his things yet, so it'll be a different experience.


5. Skip Beat! Latest stuff were INCREDIBLY AWESOME and even though it went down by numbers, it didn't went down in my heart, it went up, but some stuff climbed before it.


6. Dengeki Daisy. Can't help it, it's just like... is it even possible? I mean the story's getting better and better when it's already so good. Eh... weird guy.


7. Avatar. Lately I'm in Avatar mood again for some reason. I don't know why, it just happened and I'm still in it.


8. Suzumiya Haruhi. I'm one of those people who loved Endless Eight with all their heart.


9. Evil Diva I think I haven't talk about this yet, it's an amazing webcomic I really like, especially Gabriel and Mysterious Blonde Man.


10. Kamisama Hajimemashita. Seriously, everyone should read this. Cliffhanger's keeping me thinking about it.


11. Jonathan Strange and Mr Norrel. I don't know, I don't want to say anything about this, except that I love it.


12. Kimi ni Todoke. I have to get used to calling Reaching you like that but I'm doing well. Now there's an anime too and it's pretty good, I love it.


13. Umineko. Umineko is a strange thing, but I like it.


14. House MD. Lately I've got hooked on it again. Who knows why, but it always makes me feel so negative for some reason. And I don't like house anymore, now I like Wilson and Chase the most.


15. Katsu! How surprising, another Adachi manga...


16. Liar Game. No updates put me out of the mood. I still love LG though, it's just that I can't get hooked on it if there's no stuff to think about. But I'm sooo looking forward to the next round!


17. Order of the Stick. WTF quality is back lately, but somehow I'm not really in the mood.


18. Twelve Kingdoms. 12k is just always there.


19. Bokura ga ita. No updates lately, it makes me sad :C


20. Maria Holic. It generally took the place of Sayonara Zetsubou Sensei in my heart.


21. Sprout. I don't know, I didn't really like the latest chapters, but uh... almost finished


22. Naruto. I'm not reading Naruto lately. I dunno, I'll read it some time, but... I'm not in the mood for shounen fighting randomness.


23. D.Gray-man. I don't know what's going on, but SOON it'll be back!


24. Crazy for you. Almost finished and as horrible as ever.


25. Chocolate CosmosStill not a major fandom of mine, but... hm. It's starting to get really really interesting


26. Ghost Hunt. Ghost Hunt is always there too.

Current Mood: blah

Oh my god Glee is so awesome!
Especially Chris Colfer, too bad he's gay.

Current Mood: hyper

I won't become a pastry chef for various reasons.

I thought I'll be depressed, but no. Fuck this, I don't want to be depressed anymore. If I have try out a thousand things, I'll try out a thousand things. I feel like I don't have anything to lose anymore. It's a rather pleasant feeling. If there'll be a talent show held around here soon, guess what, I'm going to try it. Seriously, I always wanted to sing. I know my voice is not that good anymore, but I can sing as well as half of the guys in Megasztár. Probably I won't get in. So what? At least I'm going to try. Try that and thousand other things too.

I'm going to be famous and I'm going to be good in something. That is decided and I do not care what it takes. Not at all, I'm that ambitious.

Current Mood: determined

Oh hello, haven't write here anything for a while. Because me being depressed is such an impossible thing for most people who know me in real, I wanted to keep that entry up as long as possible. Actually depression ended like a week after that, but still. I hate that everybody thinks I have no problems at all.

And I'm writinh from Chrome! Really, it's an awesome thing, really. I liked Firefox the most, I guess, but I tend to keep all those tabs open and I don't want them to get lost, but it eats away too much memory, and... and yeah, I started to depend on Chrome for that reason. Actually I got used to not being able to use rss feeds quite soon (though, I could just put them on my iGoogle, I guess), and now I really love Chrome. I guess I'm a pure Google girl now, hahah.

Hmm, what to write about... I'm being back on every single shounen manga I read, I'm on track with all the shoujo. And no, I'm not an otaku, I'm interested in Japan in the most cultural and least otakuish ways. Really. So I've just read a shoujo manga that was partially about kabuki theater and it was very lovely. Okay, kabuki was a very little part of it, but who cares when I can said that I just read it because it seemed so cultural, definitely not because I randomly picked it by cover... It's called Backstage Prince, and it was really quite interesting if I say so. Not the best I've ever read, but a bit different from usual shoujo stuff, which is quite rare. I can name only a few mangas where have really original situations, this is one of them. All of Maki Usami's stuff are in interesting situations to, and of course Skip Beat too! And some of Nakahara Aya's stuff. But as much as it pains me to say so, not even some of my favourites work with original, interesting situations. But they work so well with characters and feelings that it's okay.

Talking about original shoujo... or shoujolike something.. SUZUKI JULIETTA!!! I absolutely recommend her stuff to anyone who likes fun, interesting, and really loveable manga! Kamisama Hajimemashita is one of my favourite things, main inspirations and happiness sources lately. It's really likeable and very very funny, and oh my, everyonw should just read it ASAP.
It's about a girl named Nanami, who's father is a big gambler. One day she finds herself without a home to live in, and of course her father is gone too. But some weird guy helps her out and says that she can live in her place (not with him, he disappeared after that). His home is actually a shrine and by moving in, Nanami becomes the new land god of the place. She gets two little helping spirits as an extra, and also, a familiar, Tomoe, who's a fox spirit (but it's rather hard to get him work for her). Situation is totally interesting I think, but the characters are just SO. DAMN. AWESOME. Nanami is something like an average high school girl, but somehow she's... not. She's really nice, but also very entertaining. It's impossible for any heterosexual girl to not fall in love with Tomoe, a shameless fangirl bait for sure, but I, who is generally not a supporter of too much fanservice also approve of him. Actually I want to hug him. Like, right now. I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE him!!! And Kurama too, fallen angel visual kei performer demon, what the hell?! Seriously, this manga is just AWESOME!
I've also read most of Akuma to Dolce, and the first chapter of Karakuri Odette, they are very interesting and lovely too, but I like Kamisama Hajimemashita the most.
Really, go and read it. It's totally worth it.

Oh, and there'll be an anime of Reaching you/Kimi ni todoke. I hope it'll be good... but sadly, they don't have a character sheet for Pin and Kurumi on the site. I guess that doesn't mean they won't take a part in it, but still. Pin is somewhat fine, being a teacher and all, but Kurumi is one of the main characters, seriously, how could they just NOT include her?

And I'm gonna be a pastry cook!

Current Mood: hopeful

Sometimes they just have to be made.

Things are not well, that's a thing, but it's weird that I just can't get over it.
Also, I'm highly disappinted in everything I do.

I'm trying to find 'myself', which is pretty hard after having myself for an incredibly long time. Once you were fine, once you were okay with yourself, once you were perfectly content it's getting hard. I accepted my personality truly, and FUCK THIS but I somewhat accepted my appearance too. Okay, not that much, but I became fine with not being able to look really pretty, or be thin enough (okay, thin at all). I can't help the latter, but gppd make-up can do magic with anyone's face, so I didn't care.
I worked so hard, so incredibly hard to get all these things. It was VERY difficult to become as successful as I am now, and it's still nothing more than a mediocre level. Something on the lower part of mediocre. I put everything on the line, family, friends, health, everything, just to gain all that. I knew that it was worth it.
And all this, everything that makes me feel well just evaporates like that.

It took a very very long time to make myself someone I'm proud to be, and after losing that, I can say confidently that I definitely do not intend to go over the same struggle again. It was horrible for me in many ways and all my sacrifices, all my effort was for nothing, nothing at all.
Sure, a few people respect me, but it's a very few, and I don't think much of most of them. The others are my so-called friends, and it's pretty hard to count on their opinions, because friends have the habit to be biased. I can't say that their 'support' doesn't mean anything, but actually, it doesn't mean that much. Probably because they don't support me that much. Or at all.

Right now, I don't think I'm really close to anyone, and I don't even want to be really close to anyone I know. Actually, I don't think that any of my close friends made really huge impacts on my personalities. Sure, I liked them, but I don't think that they changed me at all. I was the one who changed myself. All I ever got from all of my friendships was negative things. I never felt needed by anyone, I never felt that I'm a person who can be irreplaceable for anyone, and after a while, first I always get frustrated, then bored of this feeling. Some friendships can live through that and change into something colder but better, most can't.

It's so ridiculous to see a few people saying they want to help me or support me... fuck, they don't want to. They just say it, because that's their role as my friends. They know that they can't help, but still... what's the point? I do not intend to hurt any of you as human beings, but saying that things will just get better, or that you are there for me won't make things get better at all. It won't make me hope for things that won't ever come. There an other few who listen to my problems, but doesn't say anything. I guess I prefer that, at least it's a honest reaction.

I was thinking a lot about the stuff I do to. Let's say it's drawing, writing and singing. I don't know anymore which are the things I do to make people respect/like me/my work, and which are the ones I do because I like to do them. Okay, singing is the one things that I'm sure about. I do that for myself, I fail in it badly, and I know that perfectly well.

About writing, I started it when I was 12-13-14, I don't remember. When I started I didn't have internet yet. It didn't make any sense and I never wanted to show my first things to others. HP fanfictions came, and made me the attention-whore I am now, and I started to write because I want people to read my writings and like them. Now I think it's more like an obligation in means of quality. I like to share my writings, but I'd like to share brainstormingly good writings and make people be amazed with me.

Drawing is something I started ONLY to make people like me. I knew I'm somewhat good, but not that good in it, but still, I started and worked hard. I think on some point it DID became honest... the moment when the drawings I didn't want to show to anyone became more in number than any other drawings. But I don't know if it's something I still like to do, or something I do because people expect me to do it. I think my style became something unique to me, okay it's bleeding animu/mango on all pores, but I can still say it's somehow 'ME'. That's because my sketches are generally very ugly but I can see all the beautiful things I can make out of them on the computer.
I remember Levi said once, the thing that he doesn't like in my drawings is that I always want to make everything beautiful. That time I didn't care much about that, or maybe I even tried to make my people a bit more ugly (I couldn't). Thinking back, I think our friendship already ended that time, because that (I mean drawing everything beautifully) was the most honest thing I ever did in terms of art. It sounds ridiculously fake, but everyone who knows me well knows that beauty is the main point in everything I do. Maybe that's payback because I am not beautiful, but I always liked to surround myself with beautiful things and also, I wanted to make everything look pretty (that is mostly why I fail in studies, every time something ugly comes up I mentally die on the spot). It's funny that I always forget everything, but somehow I remembered that sentence I thought quite trivial. Even more funny that now it basically sounds like 'what I don't like in your drawings is that YOU draw them', and hell, I'm more than sure he didn't mean it that way.

Maybe I do these things both for myself and for them to get liked (thus I gain more attention), but still. I need not to give up on any of these things, I think. Even if I force them to do, they keep me somewhat sane, and as long as I can't choose anything out of these or something else that I can do wholeheartedly, I shouldn't ever stop.

Probably the lack of love in my life doesn't help either. I don't necessarily mean that kind of love. I don't get love of my family. Okay, I get some from my grandma, but she hates me more than she loves me. My mother can't understand anything about me and she wants to change me to someone she can truly like so she doesn't have to lie. My father calls me quite rarely and he doesn't like me at all. The only thing because he keeps in contact with me is because his father left him when he was 10 and he wants to be thought as a better parent. Lying that he likes his daughter won't make him a better parent though. I share generally cold relationships with my friends and every time it seems that someone likes me a lot (not happens often), I close myself in. Boys are generally not interested in me. I think that's mostly because I have a cold aura and I'm too smart, but doesn't want to look like a smart girl. I'm not attractive, but hell, I'm a lot more attractive than 100+ kg girls in too small clothes, and I can also say I generally look... good. I mean you can tell I care a lot about my appearance. The only people who ever been interested in me were either totally crazy or much older than me. I did not care about any of them. And I never had romantic feelings for anyone, ever. That's somewhat sad, I think, but still, it can't be helped. The only thing that makes me want a love life (well, not that much) is the feeling of being left behind. And that my family won't bother me with stuff like 'get a boyfriend already' and 'you can't tell you don't want a boyfriend if you've never ever tried'.
But I'm no good in friendships either. I'm too cold and too much of a loner. All I need is attention. LOTS of attention. No feelings, no forced smiles. Just attention.

There are no magical and wonderful things in my life. I have to work hard for everything. And I'm tired of working for nothing now.

Current Mood: exhausted

Well, Twitter stole my mind, but that's not the only reason I'm so inactive lately.

First of all, I'll need a new layout, this one is incredibly depressing. Especially because thinking about Bokura ga ita makes me want to cry, but it's dark and all and... bwaaaahahaa.

Other stuff... well, I'm somewhat... off. I mean I don't read wsj like I always did. Probably it's because of the DGM hiatus, but still. I don't even read shoujo as much, which is like... is it even possible? I still have lots to write about but I guess I should rather write some shoujo guide to beginners or something :D

The only thing I can read anytime it comes out is Liar Game. But they are a bit slow on that lately. Oh, and OotS. OotS is getting better again lately. Maybe because it's not about the main characters now? (Okay, bit of V here and there, but MitD and O-Chul stole the whole webcomic for me).

And I'm working on a brand new webcomic which has horrible typos often, but I'm working on it. You can read it at http://ceruleania.smackjeeves.com

So, some inner info for my LJ readers, I knew there are only a few of you, and that makes you the coolest.
( Blah blah blah... low spoiler alert )

Current Mood: cold

Stolen from stillcomingout

x Choose a singer/band/group that you like
x Answer using ONLY titles of songs by that singer/band/group

Band: The Birthday Massacre


1. Are you male or female?
Queen of Hearts

2. Describe yourself.
Nevermind

3. What do people feel when they’re around you?
Happy Birthday

4. How would you describe your previous relationship
Nothing and Nowhere

5. Describe your current relationship.
I Think We are Alone Now

6. Where would you want to be now?
Under the Stairs

7. How do you feel about love?
Play Dead

8. What’s your life like?
To Die For

9. What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
Holiday

10. Say something wise.
Kill the Lights



Haha, originally I wanted to do this with Lostprophets, but it didn't work out so here it is :D

Anyway, why is that that all the "normal" animes with story and sense and stuff doesn't do a thing on me (I'm trying to watch some though), but all the moe shit is like totally fine and watchable and fun for me? Am I really THAT otaku? Seriously.

Yeah, I'm watching K-ON.

I'm trying to watch Eden of the East to, but... it has a... plot...

Oh and before moe shit eats my mind and I forget, if you aren't afraid of TONS of (rather funny and and impossible) yuri fanservice, then go and watch Maria+Holic. A touching story about a crossdresser and a lesbian (or she just wants to be one, I dunno). It's, like, funniest thing since Sayonara Zetsubou Sensei which I should continue watching. And it has the same director too, so it has a similar feeling to it. I laughed so much, it's sooo wrong in sooo many ways. And I'm totally watching it again. Like anytime soon.

Watch videos because it's really awesome. It's one of my favourite things right now. I guess.

( Basic Maria+Holic knowledge: Mariya-san is a boy. )

Btw Britney's new song, fu If You Seek Amy rocks. No wonder she's a legend, that's like, SOOOO WRONG, I LOVE IT!!!

Current Mood: cynical

Well, I've been on a small BJD/dollfie/whatever meeting today and I was like... SHIT, I WANT MORE. I have one for three years now, and in these last weeks I was thinking on getting another head for her, but PeaksWoods isn't selling the head only yet, so I have to wait for that. I'll make a wishlist here because I'm a greedy bitch, but seriously, I'll really collect the money for these.

PeaksWoods Mintie | Head + large bust part, since I don't want her to be THAT flat as the current one. Or if I really have the money, I'd buy the whole thing, for a BJD, she's pretty cheap.

DOD Luke ver.01 | Well, I'm not really fond of his body, but after seeing Freya's DOD Shall in real, I fell in love with the DODs' colour. And I love his face so I want him.

SD Byeol | Mmmh. Actually I never liked Souldoll. Seriously, their designs are pretty annoying, but I like her, and I know what could I do with her face and I seriously want to do it. She's soooo psycho, I really really want her.

Well, importance is basically in this order. But if they won't sell the Mintie head separately, the DOD will come first, heh :D I really really want these three, it's like I don't even care if I dislike the bodies of the nonPW ones, they will wear CLOTHES anyway, so who cares. I mostly do, but... mhhhhh. I want them. Badly.

Current Mood: predatory

So, I picked up a relatively new adventure game in these past few days. I have both negative and positive feelings about it, so I can write something like a review.



A Vampyre Story is a rather unique point&click adventure game. It has a timburtonish touch in it, it's a bit gothic, and impossibly funny with lots of random cultural references. It has a not so interesting storyline, but the characters are fun.

Let's start with the negative things.
- The story is actually very short, basically, you can predict everything. It's not that much of a bad thing, however, there's no tension or anything in the game, so there's no feeling like, "OMFG I WANT TO PLAY MORE".
- Thanks to that and other things, it's somewhat boring. I mean, it has its entertaining parts, but there are lots of useless things, sometimes too slow and too much movement that would easily put you asleep. Thanks to the keyboard support, not so much, but still.
- Too much talking. I mean, the stuff they are talking about is good, and funny and all, but... I'd be more impressed with less humorous lines and much more interesting informations. And more to that, talking with others is not really useful. Okay, you can learn a few things, right, but not that much, and half of the lines are just.. there. For nothing.
- Mona's voice. It would go to the positive side if it weren't just a game, because her voice actor was amazing, her voice was fitting and funny and entertaining. However, in an adventure game you usually have to listen to the main character's voice all the time. Mona's voice, even though it was great, made my head hurt. She's a bitch by default, so she has a bitchy voice. And trust me, it isn't really good for your health to listen to it for a long time.

On the contrary, there were many really really good things
- Good characters. Not only in their personality, but also in design, they were all unique and fun, I liked all of them. It was also a good thing that there were many kinds of different characters.
- Unique main characters. I make this another point, because it's pretty usual that the main characters have no personality whatsoever while the others are amazing. Take Syberia 1-2 for example, Kate Walker has no personality at all. Oscar is fun, but the mainest main character is like nothing. Benoit Sokal must have a thing for that, since Malkia in Paradise didn't have a personality either. For good examples, there's The Longest Journey (which is probably the greatest adventure game of all times), or Still Life. Okay, Victoria wasn't a big deal in the latter, but Gus on the other hand was pretty good. Back to AVS, both Mona and Froderick were very intersting characterwise. Froderick was your usual funny guy, but since he was a freaking BAT, it was totally cool this way. Mona is a french opera singer, and a vampire who doesn't really want to accept her situation (I mean that she's a vampire and all). She's quite useless, which gives you lots of trouble, but it's not that annoying after you get used to it.
- Nice locations and design. It's really eyecatching and also, it has lots of hidden jokes.
- Humour. Seriously, if this game is one of the bests in something, it's humour. It's impossibly funny, and there are tons of references to other things, although it's sometimes hard to hard to realize that you just heard a reference, but they are really beyond amazing.
- Shortcuts. Tab, space, right clicking... oh thank you dear game developers. These can speed up the gameplay a lot, and I'm the most thankful for the tab usage. I mean, if you are into adventure, you know that pixel hunting is no fun. This way it's avoidable.

Another thing, I don't know where to put this but... there are absolutely no puzzles. Which is funny in an adventure game, but since puzzles are mostly annoying it's alright.

The ending was also very nice, I'm really looking forward to the second game. That's also because this was pretty short. And also because this game had a great potentional, and I really hope that the second one will be a really great game. I recommend playing this one though, even though it's not really interesting and boring most of the times, it has its good moments, and you won't lose anything by playing it once. It's really really short, and who knows, if they make the second one better game-wise, it will be an incredibly good adventure game. So it's good to know the first one, right?

Overall:
6/10

Current Mood: blah

Somewhere deep inside me a little fangirl was waiting for this moment. Waiting for the minute when she can honestly, without any kind of bitter aftertaste can say again...

I love Belkar Bitterleaf.

Current Mood: nostalgic

OotS #645

Oh yes. It was kind of awkward and lame, but still. I'm happy. I'm absolutely happy. I don't really like this know more clever Belkar though... However it won't change the fact that he rocked in the end. I've never imagined him seeing V as his friend, it cracked me up a bit.

Current Mood: bouncy

stillcomingout already linked these but but but...

( Dengeki Daisy awesomeness. Twice. )

I should write my overall opinion about Toradora and Skip Beat! anime anyway, but I'll do that sometime later. And teaching genetics to stillcomingout sort of made me want to finish my entry about Wasteland's genetics. YES I'M WRITING SUCH THINGS.

( And this MacGyver theme remix is also pretty much awesome and addictive )

Current Mood: busy

I think Bleach ended for me here. I'll probably read it anyway, but it ended, because... because. Anything that comes after this is FANFICTION.
I never thought Kubotite would do it like this, I had hopes for it but... oh well. It was really beautiful.
( And I loved it )

It was worth reading tons of crappy chapters just for this. Really.

Current Mood: touched

I think I can promise you that this will be my last whining post about school. At least, this school. And I'll cut it somewhat short because I'm in a rather positive mood.
How can that be? Because I actually DECIDED that there's nothing that would change my mind about leaving school, nothing that keeps me there, I have the msn address of my three friends there, so actually I have nothing to lose, nothing at all.
I don't want to talk about how my teachers were, I can only tell that there were only ONE teacher who's opinion was worth anything to me. I will go back to say goodbye to that one teacher and that's all, I won't go to any classes other than that. Ever.
The thing is, that it was quite obvious for a while that I don't belong there. Well, to put it simply I've never felt like I belong somewhere, maybe that's why I became this unfeeling and cold. I don't really care, I just don't want to be somewhere where my taste, my style, my world and my whole being is not accepted. I won't change for the opinions of teachers. I won't change for the opinions of my friends. The only person who can make me change in any way is myself. I'm a strong enough person with a rather complex character which doesn't really need the advice of other people if I haven't asked for it before. I don't need guidelines, I don't need anyone to tell me what should I do with my style and taste. My taste is something that won't change just because someone doesn't like/likes the thing I like. My style will only change because I think it's better that way. If I'm too animu, then go and look at SOMETHING ELSE. Don't bother with it. I like it this way and I won't make it less animu or less disney or less comiclike or less cheesy or less pink or less girly just because someone says it's wrong. They just doesn't have the right.

And when I ask someone NOT TO draw in my drawings, I would like them to really NOT DRAW in my drawings. If a teacher can't understand that and thinks only because a drawing was made in a matter of minutes, it can still be important for the one who made it, then he should just think about a career change because he freaking fails as a teacher. Just like I fail as a student badly. But I admitted it for thousand times already. I don't care if he doesn't like it, he should draw NEXT TO IT or something. Or just tell me what he thinks.

So I'm not going to school from now. Period.

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